Ginger D

broken so much
that my feelings can´t catch
every shit I´ve got
every shit I gave
I´ve smiled much, but also cried a lot.
Tried to be brave
But I do not have more power
I want to live my life again
I want to be like a newborn flower
Have no worries, nothing to plan.
People don´t understand
They don´t know
That every thing i helped them as a friend
I´ve teached by my own experieces.
They see one thing and want to die
I had to survive so much..
I was also forced to lie
All of you think that I have it so good
But you only know the positive of my life
If you would know it all, you would just give me a knife
Hug me goodbye
Wish me luck
And make my life fuck..