Ginger D

Vi tjejer tänker för mycket.
 Vi faller för killar för snabbt, utan att vi ens märker det. Vi märker det oftast när dom slutar vara så gulliga. Ofta faller vi också för dåliga killar, players, manshoror, äckliga och dumma jävlar.
Och medans gulliga och världens snällaste killar kommer till oss, så bygger vi en fet jävla bro för alla och släpper bara in de dåliga killarna.. de ruttna, som typ kommer in och ut när dom vill.
När vi fastnar för någon så kan vi verkligen inte släppa personen, vi låter personen alltid komma tillbaka för att man tänker "okey han kanske har förändrats, vem vet jag ger han en chans"
Och efter varje chans blir vi mer sårade.. eller så blir vi också vana till att vi blir sårade så vi känner helt enkelt inte av det längre.
Varenda tjej har någon gång blivit sårad av en kille, till och med de "starkaste" tjejerna..
Men som det står i rubriken:
You can´t break a broken heart

Så lev livet, skit i framtiden och gör det som du blir lycklig av, oberoende på konsekvenserna

You can break me
You can hurt me ,
Make me sad,
Make me wanna cry,
Wanna die,
You can do anything
Beside one thing..
You can´t take it all back afterwards...

  

When you lie
They hate you
When you smile
They smile back
When you go
They follow
But when you cry and need them the most,
They don´t care

let me live my life how I want to
let me make my own mistakes
Let me tie my own shoes,
Swim over lakes,
Without you
Without anyone,
Alone like the wind which blew
And which no one
felt..
No one cared about
Even if it did cry, did shout..
No one did listen, or even heard
Not even any bird ..
Only angels in the sky
Only God somewhere above
Could hear my screaming
Could see my eyes dreaming
About one happy day
About someone who could stay
And only be with me
Not yelling, not speaking
Just being there for me..

I thought it was the end ,
The end of my heart beating faster,
Of the vibes you send,
I thought I didn´t care..
But when my eyes
Saw you today;
I forgot all the lies ,
All the reasons why with you I shouldn´t stay..
I understood,
That you make me feel
As I never feel should .
Now I´m sure
That I still love you
That whole you make me so pure,
That when you want me, I´ll be there for you
And I´ll be
Whatever you want to see.

I hate you
For what you´ve done with me  
And I hate myself
For falling for you over and over again ..

I hate it..
The feeling of
Tears running down like shit
Of crying until you start to cauth,
The unslept nights when
Nobody wants you,
You´re alone
Line a fucking dirty shoe..
When people you used to call friends,
Do stupid things, irritate, fuck the mode,
And people you actually called BEST friends
Leave you,
Don´t need you anymore
Don´t even say hello,
They go away when you need them the most
And force you to let them go..

It all started with a talk ,
With a kiss,
With a walk..
It ended up like this...
His smile
His eyes
They were beautiful, she won´t lie
She cries...
His words said such things
That gave her angel wings...
This boy gave her a dream
Wonderful thought..
He made her stop eating ice cream
Because all his lies she bought..
This girl who never believed before
Started to believe
She did fall in love
But he broke her heart..
Although she still does dream
And she still loves him...

You were the first one I really started to love
You were my honey, my soulmate, my baby,
You really did make my heart jump above,
Honey, you were amazing...
But how you treated me,
How you made people to see on me,
You made me fall low,
Boy I hate you so...
But still
I love you, yeah that´s the way I feel..
I even like the way you hurt me
I like the way you lie
And even the way you make my heart be
Broken and shy
Oh boy so shy..

4 years of studying,
4 years of fightíng,
4 years of laughing and being weird,
4 years together...
Those years with 9b
They made us to be
Better people..
We have so many memories,
So many feelings about each other.
Not before at the end we´ve realised
That we hate each other so much,
But at the same time we love each other even more...

Times with you are now gone
And they will never come back
9b-guys, I love you, and I wish you all luck

Jag trodde aldrig att jag skulle någonsin säga det här, 
Men jag kommer sakna er .. 

 MaddyJohannaMusaPabloMummeNoraMarinaFellieMimmiLolySeydaLul, HamidaNoelSofiaDanielAnnaWAnnaREricaEricAntonWasimElinAtle

I feel a tear in my eye
And even if it´s the hundred tear,
I won´t stop cry,
Coz t´s happening againg after only one year...
Loosing someone is not that bad,
Not that sad
As thinking of what what you´ve done if it
Would be normal again
As thinking that if we lived in a world without shit,
As that I want to call you, but I can´t
Becuse we don´t even speak with each other no more... oh no we don´t..
 Something has ruined..
And even if I shouldn´t care , I still do
Because I already miss you two...


Jag vet att jag är som jag är
Jag vet att jag inte är perfekt..
Men jag ska stå upp för mig själv, även om det sårar både mig och andra

When life is shit..
Act with a smile,
Play as if you didn´t care a bit,
Go ahead and lie.
Drink you drunk,
Party like a rock star,
Make out with a punk,
Drive a nasty car
Or even get lost in a bar.
Wear bling-bling,
Laugh and ignore,
Just promise me one thing;
That you won´t cry no more..

I miss those times
When we all could laugh over and over again,
When we didn´t know about any lies..
It will never be the same...
I remember those days
When I´ve got to know all of you,
When we were together in every case,
And when I found a soulmate too.
All we knew
Was us being together,
Always telling the truth
And to fights say 'whatever'.
We didn´t knew that growing up
Would make us such big fools,
That only after one clap
There came some stupid friendrules.
Some of us don´t even speak with each other,
And that is sad, because the friendship we had was great,
You couldn´t find another.
But now it´s too late
And I regret it all the time,
Coz even if my heart ain´t cry more,
I sill would like all of us to sit together with a smile
And talk with each other just like before.. <3

Now I´m a little bit lost without you,
When everything goes a little bit wrong,
When old things go bad, and so does new,
When I walk and nobody comes along.
Wrong choices
Are the only thing I do right.
Sad voices
Are those I have too hear every night.
But do you even know
How I feel right now,
How my life slowly becomes a horror show,
No, you totally don´t know how
I spend everyday in this hell,
How it feels like I´m in jail.
But I won´t never tell you anything of it either,
Coz now it´s too late,
Coz now it´s a new life I have to create.
One without thoughts about
You coming and taking me out
Of here...

People do stuff without thinking,
And at the end they let me do the drinking
Drinking of fake shit
It tastes horrible
It´s would be better with clean alcohol
Than this ..
Don´t you know
Don´t you just get it
It is over now
We gotta split.