Ginger D

You can tell me that you love me
You can tell me that you missed me
You can tell me that you don´t want to know me
You can even tell me that you hate me ..
The only thing  I want is you speaking to me,
Me meeting you after 13 years.
It doesn´t matter if I remember you as a good father
Or as a dickhead
I just want to have something to remember..
Someone to remember..
I miss you

broken so much
that my feelings can´t catch
every shit I´ve got
every shit I gave
I´ve smiled much, but also cried a lot.
Tried to be brave
But I do not have more power
I want to live my life again
I want to be like a newborn flower
Have no worries, nothing to plan.
People don´t understand
They don´t know
That every thing i helped them as a friend
I´ve teached by my own experieces.
They see one thing and want to die
I had to survive so much..
I was also forced to lie
All of you think that I have it so good
But you only know the positive of my life
If you would know it all, you would just give me a knife
Hug me goodbye
Wish me luck
And make my life fuck..

Today I found out
That I´m still such a fool
When I was going to take my cout
I saw you :
Watching me there
And I started to get it 
That I cant push my minds away
That when I see you my heart does beat.
People say : You don´t even know him
But so what
They don´t know, they aren´t in my skin
Your face was a shock
I ran away like an idiot
But in fact I wanted to stay and say hi
Now I will not even get a 'bye'

You were just some boy I saw
You were just some boy I knew
You were there, it was something new
So it made me fall in love with you.

Could she be the best
When she´s a slut
Can you just nock me on my chest
Just because she fits into your new flat?
Why couldn´t you give ME a possibility?
How could you just forget me
And not become any guilty
But I will not care, I will be free.
Now all of you are just a game
And trust me, which is very lame!
But now just tell me
Is it of her 'beauty'
Or is it just a hore you want to see ? ;)

Meet it
On a busstation
Make it
Get more popularation
Change it
To a cake in seven eleven
And at the end leave it
In the desert of heaven

Now who do care?
I don´t even dare
There´ll be alwas the same
One time lame
Then forever lame.
Sometimes I wish I could change it
But sometimes I feel good about it.
Better to be lame and smile
Than be chill and lie ..

Some things are difficult
Some things are not,
Some things give good result,
Some just gives you shot.
But deep inside
You know, You´ll wait
Coze in your mind
You´ve got a mate;
Which listen and care
And gives you a hug
When you sadly just stare
Oh, such a luck.
You know there in someone
Somewhere in the sky
Who´ll be your bestfriend, your lovegun,
Who´ll cry yout tears when you wanna cry...

They don´t speak anymore
Nothing is like before
Tears are running down on my cheaks
They are a salt and water mix
I hate the fights
And I will hate them forever,
Okay, everyone have their own rights
But don´t cross the line, never.
It´s just getting worse and worse
That sometimes I wish I had a horse
With which I could run away
From all this fuck
But now I gotta stay
And pray for the luck

What a hell have I done ?
Just to have a little fun
I shouldve understand it
But no, I just had to shoot it.
Now the beginning will never begin..
I want to take time back
Or hit your ugly faceskin
And on his heart, I´d do a 'knock-knock'

Sometimes you have to take one step back
For going up two steps after some time.^
I know, often life is just fuck
Bad sour, just like lime.
But when you at least expect
When You think that nothing can ever be good
You´ll see a perfext effect
And lok at yourself in the mirror with a great mood.