Ginger D

Now you´re just somebody that I used to know

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Jag orkar inte höra av mig till någon som inte hör av sig tillbaka
Jag orkar inte ringa, messa, kämpa
Försöka fortsätta något som vore så falskt
Jag orkar inte bry mig längre
Jag orkar inte sakna någon som inte saknar tillbaka
Jag orkar inte bli besviken igen
Jag orkar inte kriga för en vänskap
Som inte finns längre.

Friendship may not last
But memories last forever


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This will be the last words about you,
Fuck, I always say like that,
But now I´ll make it true.
Cause boy this was the last time
You broke my heart.
This is the last time
And I´m not changing my mind.
I´m done waiting,
Wishing, crying, fake-smiling,
I´m done failing...
I loved you
But I did not loose you
Because I can´t loose something I never really had.

You don´t deserve these lines.


Du äcklar mig

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Trying to be careless
Trying not to cry
You make my brain a mess
You make my tears fly in the sky.

Happy fathers day

he broke, a heart

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One day I love you
The next one I hate you,
Can you even imagine how it feels?
My heart cries blood tears,
It screams,
It shouts:
Leave! Get out!
The whole you, not only the pieces.
Otherwise stay here
Don´t leave me with only one kiss.
Be near,
Be nice,
Love me
Play suprised
And stay with me.
Only me.
Just you and me.

I know I´m naive and stupid,  but most of it
I´m still in love.


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De man förväntar sig älska en mest
Skadar en mest
Sårar en mest
Sviker en mest..
Tills nu har jag trott att jag behövde dig
Saknade dig
Älskade dig.
Men egentligen behöver jag inte dig
saknar inte dig alls ,
älskar dig inte ett dugg
Jag behöver någon som du borde vara
Men som du inte är

if it´s not like the movies..

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I´ve only cried for two men
The one taught me how to kiss
The other one gave me life.
The one taught me how to love,
The other one gave my mum a daughter,
But he never loved her.
The one is so unlike the other one,
But they still have something in common;
Both broke my heart..


...

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If I was prettier,
Would you hold my hand ?

If I was nicer
Would you want me in your homeland ?

If I was sicker
Would you care a bit ?

If I was braver
Would you care if I cried and try to make me quit

If I was smarter
Would you make a call ?
Would you raise me up when I fall ?
Make me smile
Hold me tight for a while,
Let me call you daddy ..
I must´ve done something badly
Something awful
That makes you not want me at all
Not miss me even a second
Not love me a bit ..

<.3

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I´ll never forget you
And what you´ve done with me.
You don´t even have a clue
You don´t even see.
You close your eyes
When you hurt me the most
All I hear is lies
All I see is a ghost.
Ghost of dead love
Which is stuck in this world
Tired of
Breaking my heart again and again,
Sick of
Giving me this pain.
It doesn´t hurt a bit,
It hurts a lot
It actually stings like shit,
It feels like a backhead shot..

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Sometimes you just have to let go on people
Even if it´s not so easy.
Well actually, it´s really hard.
People you love are leaving
And though they are still breathing
They don´t breath for you.

. . .

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tiderna <3



Scary thoughts
Different people
Many hopes
Feeling of being equal
Being just one in the crowd
Ashamed for screaming too loud.
With everyone behind
But no one for real
Only tears and fear
Will consist
Through thick and thin.
What? I´m being a realist
Only one can win.

!

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You ain´t beautiful
You ain´t something special
You ain´t even funny,
Just pain in the ass.
So girl stop playin
Start listen to what I´m sayin
Don´t believe everyone
Don´t think you´re cute
Coz you are cheesy
And they only fuck you
Coz you are easy

just some poem

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Don´t know what to think anymore
Don´t know how to react
Can´t understand how you could fall so low
Don´t know what is false, what is fact..
Everything is irritating
All the voices
All the paintings,
every choices
They make me go crazy
They make you fuck the mode
They make all of us lazy
And some of us they make proud..



memories are only worth a smile

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Never wish for the best
When you know bad time is near
When someone´s putting knife in your chest
It´s okey to feal fear
Even scream for a bit
Cry for a while
But when it´s over
Forget fast
Don´t make bad memories last,
They ain´t worth it
They ain´t worth your time
Not even your heart-beat.
Memories are only worth a smile .

Just gonna sit there and smile

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Just gonna sit there and smile
Pretend like everything is good,
I´m gonna laugh, I´m gonna lie
Make you think that I´m in a good mood.

But when I´ll be alone I´ll
Cry, Feel the pain in my chest
I will slowly die
Of love, which everybody think is so best

 

 

..

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I´m maybe not alone,
Not a cry face,
I have maybe grown,
I´m maybe older, so in this case
I should be more understanding,
More marture,
Should know that this aint changing..
But it would be a great cure
If you came ,
Fixed the empty hole in my heart
Removed your blame,
Make my life to an art ,
Make me a better person ,
A daddys little girl

...

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Thought it would be easy
Hoped I wouldn´t care
Wished you started to love me
But then reality told me : life isn´t fair..

I´ll be strong

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I´ll be strong
I´ll jump on the stars
I will not care if you get me wrong,
I will drive nice cars,
I´ll proove that I´m more true
And better than you.
I´m going to live long,
I´ll be strong..

dikt skriven right now

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I can´t imagine
That for you
I lost everything i had;
Happyness,
Dreams
Love
That for you
My smile shined above,
My tears dropped on the floor..
That your lips
Could taste better than chips,
That they kissed mine
And made me feel so fine..
That in the end
After you showed that you´re crap
After you broke my heart
I realised
That my heart still beats
But for no one else,
Only you..

dikt written now

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I´m standing
Here
 Pretending
That
I´m OK
That I´m not crying
That I´m not cold..
I´m tired of lying
Of being alone in the middle of the world
Watching how everything falls apart
Feeling a teardrop on my cheak..
Suddenly I´m not so smart,
Suddenly I´m a total freak

...

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Tänk om livet är en dröm,
Om man egentligen är någon annan,
Man lever helt nån annanstans,
Bara man vaknar upp.
Tänk om livet är en dröm,
Isåfall drömmer jag mardrömmar nu